little sister

little sister
I"ll take care of you...

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Moving on....(in)

It's all about this girl!
Gracie's LR looking towards the kitchen
 I'm finally home from a whirlwind weekend to Blacksburg.  Gracie and David are all moved in for another year at Tech!  Gracie has a beautiful condo and we got her room all set up before Thomas and I headed back to Richmond.  I'm not crazy about this house we're in, or all the chaos of city living, but believe me when I say, I was glad to get HOME!  I LOVE being with the kids & visiting, but at heart, I'm a homebody....so here are a few pics of the move in.....notice all the VT orange and maroon!
Rubber duckie BR...she's collected
all her life!
Little Miss admiring herself in the
mirror

L & K looking over things from the
loft...


The kids I birthed...T, G, L & K[(minus Andrew:(]

Kids of my heart......
Jon, Lohryn, Gracie, Kaitlyn, Thomas, David &
little Miss
After we got everything in place, two loads of laundry done, pictures hung and the bed glued, we left for food!  T, K, L & J, D& G, me and little miss went to El Rodeo for a Mexican feast.  It was good to be together in one spot and just talk and laugh.  I miss having a table full of kids.  Since it was a long weekend for everybody, Thomas and I headed back down 81 and 64 towards home. I start back to school this week, and I have some organizing and projects to get done.  I'm looking forward to heading back up to Maroon and Orange country in the fall to see my kids and the beautiful gift that is FALL....my favorite of all seasons.





Sunday, August 14, 2011

Success!


Success!


Well, it took two days, but I got through "the list"  you know the one, the one written on the back of an old envelope that has been added to and marked on for a month...it contained the grocery list, and my growing to do list, a couple of addresses, the name of a song I like(I won't let go by Rascal
Flatts) and a random phone number.

I::
slept a little late,
picked up a Rx from Target,
got Thomas a game for his trip,
made the Sam's run,
put laundry away,
cleaned the car..(some)
found some great bargains at Martin's
went to two banks, got money for Thomas and Gracie to take to Jersey,
read my book,
ordered diapers for El
paid bills,
took the truck back to mom's
got the kids to Main Street Station to catch their bus..on time, early in fact,
fed the dog, cat and guniea pig,
talked to James for about an hour and a half.
checked Thomas' grades for his online class.
answered email,
prayed.
thought...alot.
stayed up til 2AM to make sure I didn't miss the kids call on arrival to Philly, and again when they got to
Long Beach Island......
another view of the deck...LBI  NJ house 8-2011
deck off of living room...LBI, NJ
slept a short night...then up,
cleaned the bathroom,
talked to mom,
met mom & dad for lunch,
went to Goodwill, scored a sweet little mushroom for Gracie, and several good books for me,
took a nap,
talked to Lohryn,
got El some babyfood on a good sale,
got my hair cut,
cooked dinner (turkey burgers, corn on the cob...)
shower, and now, blogging...WHEW!!

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Waves.....



Low tide at LBI, NJ 8-10


Detail on a house on LBI, NJ
The Christian soldier must avoid two evils—he must not faint or yield in the 
time of fight, and after a victory he must not wax insolent and secure. When he 
has overcome, he is so to behave himself as though he were presently again to be 
assaulted. For Satan's temptations, like the waves of the sea, do follow one in 
the neck of the other.

George Downame

Back in my post "It is Done", I talked about the Navy Seal Team 6 and their heroic, insanely 
dangerous mission to rid the world of the evil that was Osama bin Ladin, now with a heavy 
heart,I realize that like a wave of the sea, 38 of our husbands, daddy's, sons, brothers, 
uncles and friends lost their lives in the wake of another wave of evil.  A 
Chinook helicopter was shot down in Afghanistan.  All of this fighting is becoming a little 
more personal now as I know these kids mom's and dad's.  I've watched these kids grow up. 
I guess I've fallen prey to the faulty thinking that by "doing the right thing" I
protect myself from the waves....I think then of my Grandma Ivy.She was such a hard worker. 
 The wife of a share cropper in NC.  She gave birth to 10 children and buried three of them in infancy.  To say that her life was hard is an understatement.
She used to always say to me, "sister, to whom much is given, but is required"  I didn't quite
understand her words as a 6 year old, but boy, I do now.  Back during her days as a young wife
and mother,there were no federal programs to help her or her children, despite that, she lived to be 92.....
on that faith.  She didn't let the waves of life get her down.  Of course, she was 
knocked flat a  few times, but faith held her up until Jesus calmed the sea of life that 
tossed her about.  She never lost that faith in all the years I was her grandchild.  She has 
been with Jesus for over 19 years now, but her legacy of love, and life, of honesty and faith speak to me almost every day.  She who didn't have much in the way of material things, gave 
ABUNDANTLY
  She didn't walk on water, but she came  close...she held tight to the hand that did.  She braved the waves, she did
not give up.  I want to be like my Grandma when
I grow up...I want to know the waves will 
always come, but I want to be able to ride
them all the way to my Father's feet.

RIP Grandma Ivy, and the brave men who fought
for us.  May God provide the peace that
passes all understanding to their families.




Monday, August 8, 2011

At days end....

Well today was one of those marathon days where you meet yourself coming AND going!
Thomas had his final in his online class tonight.  Before reaching that goal, we:
 stopped by GMa's where we got lots and lots of tomatoes....


got up and had breakfast
went to the library to print out his final paper
went to the YMCA for him to do his post fitness testing
on to the Fulgham center for the exam...
Amazingly, home before 5!


Now, we can finally begin to unwind just a little, and enjoy what's left of the summer.  We plan to do that by:
Spoiling my grandbaby..




Putting our toes in the sand on Long Beach Island on the Jersey Shore...
And thanking God for reminders of his presence like this beautiful rainbow after the storm...

Monday, August 1, 2011

Just love them..

Just do.....they need it!  When they are little, you talk to your children about GOD, when they are 
older, you talk to GOD about them!

Friday, July 29, 2011

There is....(.by Roy Lessin for DaySpring)


For every hectic work day there is a quiet rest...

For every painful experience there is a healing touch...

For every negative feeling there is an abiding joy...


For every disappointment there is a certain hope...                              

For every turbulent storm there is a sure foundation...

For every doubting thought there is a calm assurance...

For every hurtful action there is a forgiving love.
In all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. Romans 8:37
-Roy Lessin, DaySpring co-founder and writer

This is what is getting me through this week.  It's been LONG, it's been HOT, but it's also been filled to the brim with memories of my daddy telling me jokes, sweet pictures of my grandbaby, and the most tender and uplifting letter from my Gracie.  So, while I've had disappointment aplenty, hurtful actions against me, turbulent storms within, doubting thoughts and this horrid heat, God has provided me with HOPE...I really need to remember that!

Friday, July 22, 2011

Mama said.....


Today I'm feeling a little blue.  Sad of heart.  Hurt.  I often wonder if I'm just too sensitive.  I can rationalize that I have so very many blessings and so much to be thankful for, and I am. Despite that rationalization, I'm deflated, empty.....spent.  I feel like my values are being questioned and my beliefs challenged.   It's really all quite exhausting.....Mama said there'd be days like this!  What she didn't say was how to make them go away.....


‎"When what you care about the most is pleasing Me, you won't care what other people think. When you believe that I always love you, you can rise above peer pressure. And when you trust that I am always with you, you will have the courage to stand up for what is right," -Jesus Calling for Kids.




"In this moment I'm choosing to be self-controlled and alert. Your actions are begging me to yell and lose control. But, I realize I have an enemy and that enemy is not you. The devil is prowling and roaring and looking to devour me through my own lack of control right now. But, I am God's girl. That's right. I am. So, I am going to humbly and quietly let God have His way in me right now. And when I do this, God will lift me and my frayed nerves up from this situation and fill me with a much better reaction than what I can give you right now. So, give me just a few minutes and then we'll calmly talk about this.